Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
whew! that's pretty tough... haha! XD
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christmas break
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
// 1:58 AM
it's quite tough being a college student. but i still enjoy the life. it was my first time travelling out of our city alone. I can't even imagine myself doing things that I'm doing right now. Before, I used to be a "home" girl. My life evolves inside our subdivision - since our school was also inside it. I used to be driven by my mom to and from our school, and I even bring ALL of my things. There were only 20 students in our room. And now, I'm living in a much bigger place, called METRO MANILA... haha
I'm now studying at Mapua Tech, and I'm taking up Architecture. It's both fun and stressful. But I love this program a lot. I thought commuting is hard, but no, it's not. I thought going to places alone is dangerous, but not! Yeah, it's a little tiring, but there's fun in it. I even enjoy being alone most of the times, dunno if i'm just a "loner-at-heart" or what... haha...
Though I'm so shy of making friends, I've made a lot of "friendships" in our campus, from different programs and years. Even if I enjoy the solitude of being alone, I'm still longing for the laugh trips and the companionship of my friends, especially of my blockmates. Even though there are some disappointments on my school performance, I can set it aside and feel the life that I'm living in.
And now that it's christmas break, me and my highschool classmates decided to have an outing to Laguna on Dec. 22. Wee! At last, I'll meet most of them again, and I also want to know more about their own college life. I'm so excited! :D
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Trouble Sleeping by Corrine Bailey Rae
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
// 2:12 AM
It's late and i'm feeling so tired having trouble sleeping this constant compromise, between thinking and breathing
could it be I'm suffering, because I'll never give in wont say that I'm falling in love (please please) Tell me I dont seem myself, couldn't I blame something else, just dont say I'm falling in love
some kind of therapy, is all I need (all I need) please believe me (please believe me) some instant remedy, that can cure me completely
could it be I'm suffering, because I'll never give in wont say that I'm falling in love (please please) Tell me I dont seem myself, couldn't I blame something else, just dont say I'm falling in love
cause I've been there before and it's not enough so nobody say it (so nobody say it), dont even say it (don't you even say it) I got my eye's shut whoa no oh no,n,no
could it be I'm suffering, because I'll never give in wont say that I'm falling in love (please Please) Tell me I dont seem myself, couldn't I blame something else, just dont say I'm falling in love
don't say that I'm falling in love couldn't I blame something else dont say, dont saydont say, dont say don't say that I'm falling in love (repeat till end)
*****laalllalahhh ..... I really love this song... My no.1 fave these days... (^^,) And I can relate... in some ways... X33
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such a horrible sight...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
// 5:19 AM
Just a while ago, I was surfing some videos in Youtube, then I read the comments on a "glass illusion" video... there was a comment telling about the merciless massacre of seals in Canada. I felt I should see the videos, but I can't... I just can't...
If you're curious (just like me), try to search using these keywords in Youtube.com: Seal Massacre in Canada
I felt so much pity when I saw the preview (images) of the videos. When I saw them, I just imagined how painful they felt like when they were killed. There is lot of blood on the snow, the seals (mostly babies) are skinless and were dying of blood loss. Their skinless bodies were laid down there on the snow, and yet nobody cares. I don't know if the killers also eat their flesh, but that's too much! There is a fact that there might be a near extinction of those seals if the widespread animal massacre won't stop. The reason is because hunters use their fur for clothes. I can't believe people can do that, I mean the brutal killing, just for something to cover skin! I just hate it!!! How can they take the feeling of killing an animal brutally, withstanding the gore, the squeals and the pleads of those harmless animals, with their hands stained with blood... Can't they feel some mercy, or just pity? I want it to stop...
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busy...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
// 6:33 AM
Even if I don't attend school, I'm still busy in front of computer...
It started when I became very bored of playing gaia... Then I came into an idea of opening a shop on it, not actually just a shop, a joint shop. So I searched for any shop partners, and that's how I became very busy in front of the pc... I sell pixel avatar art, just like what you see on one of my previous post.
so here, if you play gaia, you can drop my shop a visit:
that's all for now... i want to post some more, but my pc is having a problem... well, until next post! :)
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look who have signed...
Saturday, April 14, 2007
// 5:36 AM
click the thumbnail for a better view
i've just made this doodle this morning... i used this image for signing some petitions in gaia... just for fun! (^w^)
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all day, staying here in the house
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
// 5:06 AM
yeah, you've heard it right.. 3 or four days in a week, i spend almost whole of my wake-hours here in my room, making those pixel art orders from gaia... and i didn't expect that some people will make orders, aside from the freebies i do... i just find it as time-killer; instead of watching my favorite tv shows, i just spend a lot of hours doing those orders. and yet, some of them don't even care - they don't even give me even a 200g tip or nothing... except for a kind gal who tipped me 400+g (that's so nice of her)...
anyway, that's not the only thing i do here in my room (particularly in my pc)... i also try to edit my website in geocities... oh, for God's sake!!! i've been telling on my blogs that I try to edit that, but i still can't find the right time to do that... so since i'm locking myself in my room for hours, better do something fruitful - make the website!
i also make the stuffs to put in it. i'll be putting the avatars, the layouts and other works i made to the website so that it could attract more visitors to come in... oh, this makes me really busy here!!! plus i'm making the necktie for my uniform. I'm going to attend a meeting for the valedictorians on Friday, and I must be in complete uniform... the problem was I LOST MY NECKTIE!!! So i made one for myself by cropping some fabrics out of the pocket of my skirt, sewing it, and voila! instant necktie in hours! XP
too bad... why? i can't find any announcements for upcoming battle of the bands... I really miss playing my guitar - i actually left it on my sister's house, yet i haven't find the right time to pick it up... i've composed a song, but the problem is i can't make the right rhythm on the guitar... the only hope that I can hang on to is the battle of the bands; I could go there to manila again and meet my bandmates so that we could practice and also make songs together. But even though there's no announcement yet, i'll still go and try to meet them. I miss the practices that we had, and I feel I should go and play again, even there's no upcoming event yet...
btw, here are some pixel art freebies that i do:
that's my avi, queen.of.circus (add me!) :)
PLEASE DON'T RIP SAVE OR OTHERWISE, STEAL THEM! for sample uses only!(now, if you got the chance to tag the title of the song on the previous entry that I posted, i'll make you one like these! just let me know if you , uh, well, know! )XP
oh, i got to go, i have to make the necktie! bye! *kisses*
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sneek peek
// Hola mi amigos! Welcome to my petite blog! What can you find here
are some occasional rants
about my life, hobbies,
loves, experiences, joys, hopes, discouragements, etc.
The layout is called "Randomized"
'cuz it's randomly styled... I made the
icons myself, and I think that's the best how I can
describe myself by the template itself.
The music is a bit slower to load 'cuz the kbits are bigger
than the usual ones I put, but for those who have slower connection,
please have patience. Best viewed in 1024x768 screen resolution.
Here are the rules:
1. Please don't rip anything off. Give consideration - I spent hours working
with this blog and with the layout. So please, no stealing.
2. As much as you can, please leave a messageon my tagboard
and tell me what you think about the blog, the entries, or if you
want some help, or even suggest something...
3. No immoral words,please?
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leaving a tag.
5. Feel free to take a look around.
the queen
// preferred to be called:
haixelle
// years of existence: 17
// birthdate: 8th of September *gifts?*
// sign: virgo
// location: Las Pinas, Philippines
// nationality: purely Filipino
// hobbies: blogging, making web layouts, playing gaia, painting, drawing, playing guitar, reading, sleeping
// colors: black, silver, lime green
that's my avi, queen.of.circus (add me!) :)
